The moments that change and shape our lives don’t always feel
seismic. Sometimes they do—a gun goes off, a vow is broken, a bold
pronouncement is made—but others seem more ordinary, just another scene
in an existence full of them. Changes of both sorts emerge and erupt
over the course of Lynn Shelton’s “Outside In,” a quiet, deeply empathetic film written by Shelton and star Jay Duplass,
but for the most part, it’s those small changes we see. With few
exceptions, the seismic events in “Outside In” occur before we meet the
players, leaving the film free to focus on the shifts that are internal.
Such moments go unheralded, but can be transformative all the same, and
in the hands of a great actor, they can tug just as insistently at your
heart, your guts, or the pleasure centers of your brain.
“Outside In” has one such great performance, and a spare handful of good ones. Carol (Edie Falco,
remarkable) has spent 20 years accomplishing a complicated, high-stakes
task. Though it results in her neglecting her teaching work, her
daughter Hildy (Kaitlyn Dever),
and her husband Tom (Charles Leggett), she achieves her end, and former
student Chris (Duplass) is released from prison after serving two
decades of an unjust sentence. He’s greeted with everything from
discomfort to fascination by the people in his orbit, whose lives have
continued on without him; his brother Ted (Ben Schwartz)
emphasizes the discomfort by attempting to mask it with a kind of
jubilant unconcern. Only Carol looks for the man Chris is now, rather
than the one he was 20 years ago. But the connection they’ve forged over
all those years may be too complicated—or perhaps too simple—to survive
on the outside.
As Shelton’s film meanders forward, it’s fairly
easy to identify which story threads will be significant, and where
those stories might end. Hildy befriends Chris, who’s pining for her
mother; Carol attempts to reconnect with her husband, who pushes her
away in irritation; Ted brings home an unwelcome figure from Chris’s
past, sparking the first of many uncomfortable spats. What makes
“Outside In” compelling isn’t the way these stories move toward their
inevitable conclusions, but in how these characters experience their
journeys. Falco, unsurprisingly, is particularly adept at this. After
Carol first picks up on the romantic aspect of Chris’ connection with
her, she confides in a co-worker, and while she underplays the situation
as a “crush,” her obvious pleasure, confusion, and guilt tell us more
about her emotional state than a handful of expository scenes ever
could.
That’s just where Falco gets started. It’s a formidable,
vulnerable, and subtle performance, and the film’s final act should be
mentioned in any conversation about the best work in her career. Still,
she’s not alone in doing good work, though she’s the clear standout.
Dever and Schwartz play characters not nearly as well developed as
Falco’s, but they each turn in compelling performances, playing wounded
people who hide their wounds well, but who experience paradigm-shifting
moments on an intimate, largely internal scale. Duplass’ performance, on
the other hand, veers a bit, alternately frustratingly unspecific and
heartbreakingly alive. He’s at his best when Chris is alone, quietly
experiencing the world from which he was shut off for so long.
It’s no coincidence that those lonely scenes are among the film’s
best. While “Outside In” lacks some of the off-kilter humor for which
Shelton is known, it makes up for it in gorgeous, restrained filmmaking
that reflects Chris’s isolated reality. Shelton and cinematographer Nathan M. Miller
capture Chris’ Pacific Northwest town in two modes: the first, a place
that wears every day of its age on its face, all cracked paint and
yellowing vinyl; the second, a wild, gray-skied landscape with towering
trees and spaces so vast it seems as though the whole place were made of
fresh air. Both are aesthetically beautiful, but more importantly, they
each echo a specific facet of Chris’s new life. His world has left him
behind, but he’s free.
In several scenes, Chris glides through
town on his old BMX bike, which is covered in “20 years of rust,” as
Chris puts it. In those sequences, Duplass shines, and so does Shelton.
Even when Chris’s chest and stomach are out of frame, you can sense his
enormous, grateful deep breaths, that beautiful sky framing his face as
the tension leaves his neck. It’s a feeling emphasized by Andrew Bird’s
excellent score. Both the music and the film hit a very particular
sweet spot, in which something painful is made both easier and more
difficult to bear because the pain is beautiful. It’s because the world
is beautiful, even when it’s not. Just as the songs of Sufjan Stevens
gave “Call Me by Your Name”
a lovely, aching sting, Bird’s compositions draw out everything that
hurts in “Outside In,” like cold, crisp air in the lungs on a gray but
beautiful day.
Shelton and Duplass may not stray very far from
the path which, at the film’s outset, they seem likeliest to take, and
not every moment along that path lands quite as well as it could. But
like Bird’s score, “Outside In” knows how to take us from the outside
and bring us, well, in. The key is finding those moments that quietly
reshape a life and revealing how acutely they’re felt. A hug is tense,
until it isn’t. A work of art is tentatively revealed. A hay bale is
encountered, and it smells sweet. Those moments can change a life, they
can shape a story, and they can absolutely make a slightly uneven film
well worth watching.
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